You wouldn't believe me if I told you.

(via spermdump)

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 18:39:06 -0500

Budweiser cans are dope to me. I’ve been trying to collect...

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 23:54:00 -0500

Budweiser cans are dope to me. I’ve been trying to collect them lately so I can make something cool out of them. ~~Like I need another excuse to drink.~~

These lights would be an awesome gift though.

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Sun, 13 Dec 2009 23:42:29 -0500

do it

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 23:27:00 -0500

do it:

uhm do you love theculturepages? just askin :p

Yes I love her very much, our relationship is totally organic and hilarious. We drink beer and discuss our crazy lives once a week and make “lol jokes”. I’d kill her if she ever tried to leave me =).

Your being is an inspiration.

I’ve said before that I aspire to inspire. It’s something I always hoped to do one day, it has never crossed my mind that my being could inspire anyone currently. It’s almost overwhelming to consider, but beautiful to read none the less. Thank you.

you said that you had good sex this weekend?

Damn right.

I had wonderful sex this weekend. First time I can say that in a...

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 16:23:07 -0500

I had wonderful sex this weekend.

First time I can say that in a long time.

Kings Of Leon - “Sex On Fire”

Kidnap Poem

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 15:23:07 -0500

Ever been kidnapped
by a poet
if i were a poet
i’d kidnap you
put you in my phrases and meter

You to jones beach
or maybe coney island
or maybe just to my house
lyric you in lilacs
dash you in the rain
blend into the beach
to complement my see

Play the lyre for you
ode you with my love song
anything to win you
wrap you in the red Black green
show you off to mama
yeah if i were a poet i’d kid
nap you

- Nikki Giovanni

(I feel like this today)

kindred spirits

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 15:14:00 -0500

I look at everyone, but you’re one of the few that I actually see. I have vivid fantasies of us sitting on park benches, chain smoking while we pick each other’s brains. Teach me. Learn. Something tells me we could be the best of friends if we spent our time together more wisely. We’re the type of people who could share moments of comfortable silence while our innermost thoughts dance wildly inside our minds. Then maybe we’d look over at one another and divulge them in confidence. You’re one of my muses and you don’t even know it. I see you.

"Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine."

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 11:52:23 -0500

“Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine.”

- ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

I think I'm becoming a writer again.

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 11:06:06 -0500

By accident…again.

talk to me

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 13:55:56 -0500

talk to me

The Garden State

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 13:02:00 -0500

I went to New Jersey last night to see him. It was our first evening completely alone, typically “privacy” for us means taking a walk outside during a party. A few days ago, while discussing my predicament with a good male friend I was advised to be as upfront and honest as possible with him. Easier said than done. During the drive there I promised myself that I would finally ask about his relationship for the sake of my sanity. I’m the kind of person that only asks questions when I’m prepared to hear the answer, so I was in no rush to hear about her- but I knew it was time. As usual, our conversations were flowing freely and effortlessly and filled with laughter. It was so hard to bring myself to mention a topic that could “kill the moment”. I fixed my mouth to say “so tell me about your relationship” three times before the words actually came out.

The car was dark and filled with weed smoke, but I could clearly see in his face that he was caught off guard. I suppose he had gotten so used to my not mentioning her that he didn’t expect me to ever do so. He asked what I wanted to know, and I told him to tell me whatever he thought I should know. They’ve been together for a year. She goes to school in Philly, and comes home most weekends. She’s a ballet major. She’s my age. “She does her thing there, I do my thing here.” I said nothing. I wanted to ask what exactly that last part meant, but I didn’t. I wanted to ask “So what is THIS? What are WE doing?” but I didn’t. I just lit a cigarette. “Need one now, huh?” He asked with a nervous smile as I lit my Marlboro.

We spent the rest of the night in Limbo. It’s starting to look and feel like a second home for us. Somewhere between ecstasy and agony. All of our boundaries have become nothing more than blurred lines. I feel so awkward and anxious around him, I attribute most of this to the weight of my unsaid words. He told me he feels like sometimes I’m uncomfortable around him. I told him I don’t always know how to treat him, that I can’t treat him like any regular guy. This is it’s own unique situation and I don’t quite know how to mauever my way through it all yet. He didn’t verbally respond, but the look in his eyes when he nodded “yes” spoke volumes. In his expression, I could see the weight of his unsaid words. He fixed his mouth to say something, but didn’t.

This is our relationship.

I am a woman with many vices

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 15:37:06 -0500

but no (serious) addictions.

lookbookdotnu:08 12 Harem Pants\ THIS is a fucking ensemble.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 11:59:23 -0500

lookbookdotnu:08 12 Harem Pants\

THIS is a fucking ensemble.

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Mon, 07 Dec 2009 19:19:52 -0500

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Mon, 07 Dec 2009 19:18:34 -0500

Justice - “D.A.N.C.E” will always be infectious.

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 19:14:39 -0500

Justice - “D.A.N.C.E”

will always be infectious.

in the works

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 14:26:24 -0500

For the last few months, I’ve been thinking of a concept for a new blog. Lately I’ve found myself thinking about it more and more and coming up with cooler ideas. I have a really strong vision, and I really can’t ignore it for much longer. I plan on having a few friends work on it with me, which will only up the awesome factor. I don’t wanna say too much, but the content will be way more specific to two of my huge interests.

I’m aiming for it to be up and running by January.

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Sun, 06 Dec 2009 12:18:10 -0500

simple. sexy. can’t get it out of my head. “I Want...

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 12:14:35 -0500

simple. sexy. can’t get it out of my head.

“I Want You”- Kings Of Leon

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Sun, 06 Dec 2009 12:07:57 -0500