December 2009
must- do list: 2010
(in no particular order)
score another internship
get a job I at least semi- enjoy
be in good enough standing to graduate by may 2011
get 2 more tattoos (9)
have size 8 guages (just got my 12’s put in 2 days ago)
introduce a little order to my life (weekly routines, etc» slightly less chaos, disorder, randomness)
do something I thought I’d never do (besides adding order to...
“The young are permanently in a state resembling intoxication.”
– -Aristotle
When I write my memoir this will be the opening quote.
I can't remember the last time I felt ashamed.
Crutches
it’s not the crutches we decry it’s the need to move forward though we haven’t the strength
women aren’t allowed to need so they develop rituals since we all know working hands idle the devil women aren’t supposed to be strong so they develop social smiles and secret drinking problems and female lovers whom they never touch except in dreams
men are supposed to be...
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uhm do you love theculturepages? just askin :p
Yes I love her very much, our relationship is totally organic and hilarious. We drink beer and discuss our crazy lives once a week and make “lol jokes”. I’d kill her if she ever tried to leave me =).
Your being is an inspiration.
I’ve said before that I aspire to inspire. It’s something I always hoped to do one day,...
I had wonderful sex this weekend.
First time I...
Kidnap Poem
Ever been kidnapped by a poet if i were a poet i’d kidnap you put you in my phrases and meter
You to jones beach or maybe coney island or maybe just to my house lyric you in lilacs dash you in the rain blend into the beach to complement my see
Play the lyre for you ode you with my love song anything to win you wrap you in the red Black green show you off to mama yeah if i were a poet...
kindred spirits
I look at everyone, but you’re one of the few that I actually see. I have vivid fantasies of us sitting on park benches, chain smoking while we pick each other’s brains. Teach me. Learn. Something tells me we could be the best of friends if we spent our time together more wisely. We’re the type of people who could share moments of comfortable silence while our innermost thoughts dance...
“Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine.”
– ~Ralph Waldo Emerson
I think I'm becoming a writer again.
By accident…again.
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The Garden State
I went to New Jersey last night to see him. It was our first evening completely alone, typically “privacy” for us means taking a walk outside during a party. A few days ago, while discussing my predicament with a good male friend I was advised to be as upfront and honest as possible with him. Easier said than done. During the drive there I promised myself that I would finally ask about...
I am a woman with many vices
but no (serious) addictions.
in the works
For the last few months, I’ve been thinking of a concept for a new blog. Lately I’ve found myself thinking about it more and more and coming up with cooler ideas. I have a really strong vision, and I really can’t ignore it for much longer. I plan on having a few friends work on it with me, which will only up the awesome factor. I don’t wanna say too much, but the content...
simple. sexy. can’t get it out of my head.
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formspring love →
OOoo jeez louise and cheese!! Offended? Well we can’t have that can we, I’ll be sure to grab you up in a great big hug next time I see that pretty smile of yours. So if a random anonymous broad rolls up on you being all affectionate and shit, that’s me!!
Haha! I am truly looking forward to it. I’m almost positive of your awesome-ness.
Dear notinthemood, you’re...
All of my fears and anxieties are extremely...
mistake.
“I know you’re kinda scared, but you can come closer. I’ll keep you warm”
I wanted to tell him he had no idea how scared I was.
Scared that I’d fall in love with the sensation our bodies touching.
Scared that I’d get used to the intimacy.
But instead, I said nothing.
I just smirked and walked into his open arms.
He was warm.
In my defense, it was freezing...
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Where Do Dreams Go When You Turn Them Into Goals That Have Already Been Accomplished?
On your resume.
you are honestly stunning in beauty and your intelligence astounds me. may i have your aim? would like to get to know you in a more intimate setting
Sheesh, I have a hard time accepting these ridiculously nice words- but thank you. I’m not much of an aim person, but my screenname is...
“Oh Pretty Baby, you’re so naive, but...